2 pink lines

Hello world,

Yep, you read it here first! 2 pink lines, not even little pink lines, strong pink lines!

It feels too early to celebrate of course, in fact I'm partly terrified! My brains full of ranting and raving thoughts that are really scaring the bejesus out of me. The big negative ones are;

• Low day 21 results, does that mean I'll lose the baby? 
• Its due date is 14th March 2014, miscarried babies due date was 15th of March 2013; that doesnt seem like a good sign to me! (Piper was due 5th March 2011 - I seem to have a pretty slim fertile window there!)

Of course then there is the other major one:

• We're going to have a baby!!!!!!

So it was a Wednesday morning, my period was 5 days late and I had a pregnancy test laying around (name me a TTC woman who doesn't!?) so I took it, mainly because I thought 'Once I see its negative, then I can get the hope out of my head and just deal with the waiting.' but a miracle happened and 2 strong lines appeared, and quickly. I went and got back in bed in shock and called out to hubby who was already up and about. He came in, I said nothing and held it up, he almost burst with excitement. Wow. This is the moment we've been working towards!

I've called up my specialist to order blood tests, I don't want to let my mind get away with me just yet and if there is a baby in there its still very early days and a lot can change...

jodi x